here i go again.
last wednesday, my class teacher put some glue on the back of two sheets of paper,then swiftly pasting it on the 'info board' in the class. 'hurrah'.10 cheers.Our test results have come out.Juz the thing to aggravate my 'oh-ever-sooo-happy'(notice the quotes sign) mood at school. i better stop typing junk and juz reveal the gist of this post.
in big huge,clear capital letters, i hereby declare that:
MY GRADES SUX.
yup,my grades stink bad.real bad.it irritates me when evryone else can just score deftly while i never seem to.maybe becuz i didnt study enuff?
hurm.here is d perfect event for me to blame the present education system.*evil laughs*>)
well,like evryone says,its too exam oriented.theres a marking scheme.evrything we mark must go in accordance to the scheme. you leave a word unwritten, there goes your mark(in sum cases).
i'd like to type more, but im just too wiped out and hav a lot of homework i SHOULD be doin.
my dear darling self,
the reason i fail is,because im frkg lazy to stdy,dont bother to try, and damn,i juz didnt giv 100%.
i do curse a lot dont i.
and finally, will i result to cheating?never ever.i dont think so.
lets stop cursing and be a goody two shoe for a minute.
im writing junk again.im so lazy to hit the backspace button and i'll continue to write junk.
-end of writing junk-
so, for the rest of the critics about malaysia's present education system, i will post it next week.hopefully i can make some time.btw,i hav to come up with a fun game for a bunch of about 50 pple, and i hav no single idea.

debate.full stop.
that week was...unthinkable, inconceivable, indescribable, incredible, unbelievable and all the crap. Livin in this east coast state of malaysia(clue;it starts with a 'k' =p) we only got to know abt the debate, roughly 7 days before the real thing. So we huffed, and puffed and debated all week long.our lovely coach gave us the motion:
1st:This house believes that the present education system prepares student for workforce.(our team as opponents)
2nd:This house would sacrifice economical growth for the environment.

The 2nd motion, was for the final stage of the debate.so, we werent revealed with what role our team would hold.We would only know after picking up draws,on the spot.My mistake was, apying too much attention on the first motion. We squandered all our time discussing the first motion. I made a hell lotta research and ended up with a 2 inch thick data on paper. All the time i had, i argued with my parents (both lecturers,and immensely supportive of malaysia's present education system). We squabbled in the car, over the dining table, and even while shoppin for groceries.
so, the ever awaited day came.the first round was ...'hampeh'.No english word can describe it.it was HAMPERGH. so, while the adjudicators were decidin i spoke to the 2nd spekr beside me,heres a piece of our conversation:
me: i think we r losin.
2nd spkr:yup, we are sooo gonna loose.
me:what are we gonna tell those girls when w e come back?urgh..soo humiliating maa!haha..at leat we tried eh?
2nd spkr:i cant bear the shame..
me:looks like its back to school for us.what period will it be by the time we reach our school back?
2nd spkr:hmm,i think we'll reach aftr recess.just in time for EST.
me:man, ihavt finishd d homework yet.shit.
while we were lame-ly discussing the state of our hw,(as a means of escapism),the judge announced the winner.
adjdicatr:the winner goes to SM****
guess what?we won.we won.
i was abot to take my coat,run out from the room and apologise to our coach for our loss.but,dang!we frking won!
a moment of elation filled the air,which was soon replaced by anxiety.
now, we had to debate out the second motion.we were on the government side. Shit. we didnt prepare much for this.1 hour of quarantine.after discussing our stand and points.i scribbled my speech. aah..the time came.in my 3rd spekr seat.trembling,only god knows, i stared at each one of my three opponets.'heck.juz laugh and bluff your way out'
d first speaker of the opposition was talkin much of what i didnt seem to understand.His keywords werent clear.so i just wrote down what i could and thought of how to rebut it. Then,my enemy 3rd speakr,sittin almost perpendicularly opposite to me, blurted out his speech. Suddenly,japan was brought into the topic.he asked me if i've ever been to japan (which he claims to be a country full of greens but still growing economically)and i was like, hell yeah i've been to japan.P.O.I, i went there when i was in form four..haha!sheer adrenaline flowd through my veins when i saw his staggered face.=p.kinda cute.*rofl* he contd:"movin on to my next point"
so,yadda,yadda,babble,babble, the debate finally ended..it was all over now. and after receivng helpful comments and tips, our coach took us on a 'road trip' to tesco before we headed back for school.

i hate dis background.
okay nabs~relax..deep breaths n count to ten.
let me giv a recap of what i went thru,startin from two weeks back.
firstly,i had dis pantomine thingy that we had to do for our teachers retirement.and so,i gathered up all my close frens as the actor.thot it would be easier since the communication barrier isn there,but oh..how wrong i was.lemme tell ya, ordering people, telling them what to do, is not as breezy as it sounds.
we were up all night,3/4 of the time wasted with..fiddlin, and idling.i went home early,and i guess without me and with time running out d pressure steamed up.

The next day,juz like 2 hours b4 the preformance, we had a last rehearsing session.we tried infront of a sample audince,n like,they didnt evn giv any reaction.i was like totally panicking.in my mind, i juz thot 'heck,bluff ur way out and juz doit.juz do it'
.laughs*in this room, i woukd like to refer as our make up room, we juz held hands and hoped for the best.i would accept and undrstand if the large 900+ audience would not give a damn or clap,i dont mind if there are cricket sounds as a result of no reaction from the audience,but plez..dont boo us or throw rotten tomatoes!!
surprisingly, as this very amature pantomine went on,the audience cheered.and they were laughing at the right scenes!haha!
it wasnt a sneeze, it wasnt a giggle,.NO. it was an uproarious clap and laughs!!!hey,they liked us after all!!yeay!!
the process wasnt all sugary spice,evrythin nice, but in the end, the outcome was indeed rewarding.
i thank the actors for staying up d whole nite n rehearsing.yup,thats our fighter spirit!!chaiyok!~
now,the bucket of tears,the pool of sweat and the endless frustration, was all,very much,worth it.

this week was frenetic.but last week was even more hectic.I so gotta learn how to like manage my time lorr...full of tears and sweat, i enjoyed both the weeks equally.each having their own string of sweet memories.Lets start off with last week.I tell you,being a director,of even a small school play is STRESSFUL!!!i dun hav the experience, however we all made our way out..
wtf!usin dis tablet sure sux
crAp

heya..im new here.Finally, after the urge of my two coaches*winks* i decided to open a blog.a place where i express my thoughts(meaning to say, EVERYTHING in my head=3) huhu..the last time i open a blog was when i was ..i dunno,ten perhaps?aa...at that young age, the frivolousity and the hazyness,i did not even know what the purpose of this b-log was...haha..!so now, i plan to dedicate about 15 minutes every weekend to update it.to increase the typing speed of my hand..to type the hecka my way out of stress...laughs*