so. i just finished my last paper for a levels today.and i refuse to comment bout it any further. -.-

whyyyyy?cuz i juz feel like blurting out everything and making no sense.okay,valid enough for me.

going back to the main title, i have a big C on sumone.heeeheeee *muke miang*. a very big one.and usually when i have crushes,i ignore it.honest.cuz i know its never gonna work and i am sorta wayy too shy to start off anything first. and when i start to ignore them,they become temporary. they only work out at times when i really fight for what i want.haha.that was really unnecessary O.o

so in this case, my crush is sumone who doesnt even know my existence.i think.

but it keeps haunting me back bcuz :

-he's amazing,and oozes out charisma!i've never seen a typical malay guy quite like him.becuz i usually choose to stay away.kot.

-my friends say i should masuk line(?) siap kate baik meminang cepat2 before org laen amek .(apakah?)

-i sumhow magically have an amazing informer, who stalks my crush and keeps me updated.eventhough i NEVER ask for it.and this informer gives me constant encouragement that i should try. walaww

- i hav a friend of a friend who is the cousin of my subject of current admiration; who is more than willing to 'ngejah'. hahahahaurmmmn.

so its no use if i just post a picture of my crush here cuz i think its pretty obvious who.and if i post it my crush might get deeper?

oh god. crazy posts come out if ure just freakin bored,or maybe just because.

someday,when i grow up.i'll look back at this and laugh my heads off. xD

*one more less reasons to palpitate,now that one not-so-secret is out . :D

-badboy look

-muke pecah

-caring/romantic a.k.a sweetalker

-understanding and funny.like, you just wanna laugh everytime ur with him.

-family person. huh.*melts*

-loves piano as much as i do.guitar?hmm.no more.

-complementary to a certain extent

-COURAGEOUS

-smart, witty, the kind u can start spontaneous enjoyable conversations with

-berilmu.beriman.beramal.

:D