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never.a.boring.story|nabilah rashid|faith love hope

Butterflies fly away too.

Its not always just butterflies,cinnamon and spice, and everything nice.
Because sometimes you just get shook of  so strong, and being pulled back into reality, feet firm on the ground once again.(after being swept of the ground fr several times)
that its just,not everything nice all the time.
The world isn't a wish granting factory. and so those magical moments?they dont last forever.

well.maybe if you hold on to a memory, they do.that is,before it begins to fade.

i'm not being pessimistic. but i'm a skeptic at certain things. for example, i dont watch korean dramas, because they're too sweet/cute and those kinda happenings dont just happen in real life. like those chic flick movies too.
for a second, i thought i changed from being skeptic, to actually thinking these things really do happen. because i have lived part of those moments as proof. turns out things are refuting it back.especially after today.

So here's back to being skeptical to safeguard my heart. *glass clink.

When i was younger, i used to be scared everytime i laughed too much, there was bound to be a session of crying following it. and throughout the years it faded,i presume. but now i feel its coming whenever i'm feeling ecstatic, happy, magical, i just have to hold on to this thought that i glue/drill permanently at the back of my head, that some day, it will turn into its opposite, or some day it will just vanish. Just like when u are sitting in your comfort zone, and you just know at the level of comfort you are, something will just come from the back and bite you, in the most unexpected ways.

Just like Karma.what goes around, comes around.
Rule of physics,newton's law also says that every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

so the dunnya, or earthly matters are just that, you must never forget.
open your eyes, ears, and heart to the reminders all around you. they come in every form, sometimes right down to that very particle of air you breathe.

and while i was listening to john mayer, that seems to make perfect sense;heres what i'd like to remember;

Have no fear for givin' in
Have no fear for givin' over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Than to never to say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shakin'
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closin'
Do it with a heart wide open
A wide heart

like when you were a child and u thought clouds were edible,cotton candy.

then science came and you discover its just water vapour,afloat.

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sangabe said...

Adik Fathin! That's a good start for sharpening your writing skill. Take note of small (..) comas and some punctuation marks and the rest would be lovely as your personal collection to you and personal reading to the rest!
Keep up and don't giveup.....

aint sweet enuff?